Five years ago I gave birth to this amazing adorable, adventureous mixed Blessing!
It was snowing like crazy as I can remember.
After my operation I was unconscious and could not even recognized my feet. I was in so much pain and was as weak as an ant!
I was also throwing up like a drunken lady.. I was actually drunk that day but drunk in love!
I heard alot of mothers said that they would prefer to have a c-sections or cesearean surgery to deliver their baby, but if I had a choice I would run as fast as I could from that surgery but maybe in my dreams lol .. the way my stomach was huge during my pregnancy running was so not an option for me
My body was rejecting all of the pain killers, which meant I just had to endure the pains which by no means was good.
Gosh I can still remember as if it was Yesterday!
I also had to test my blood sugar level six or eight times daily before and after each meals.
I stuck my finger tips so much that recognizing my finger tips was not possible.
Then not being able to walk after my Surgery for almost two months due to complication was also stressful but am so thankful that am alive to celebrate her fifth birthday with her.
Its alway a an honour to put a smile on my adventureous mixed Angel face but I know that there will be days! When I also have to wipe away few tears and hope she can smile despite how she might be feeling!
There is this famous quote that said…….
‘Mothers are the bank where we deposited all our hurts and worries.’
It was not easy for me as a mother to see my child in pain or being unable to walk and also knowing that I was not able to fix the situation!
Thank goodness I was able to be there for her anyhow!
I guess as a Mum, I have to realize that I wont be able to fix everything that happens in my children life but being there for them in those situations means alot too.
She does knows how to wind me up at times but she will always be me my baby
She is always Sunny inside! Eventhough it be raining outside!